Breathe

I’m sitting here, my mind broken in to chaos,
my heart at ease, but I feel like a child choosing to use which crayons,
When I draw, I escape this reality,
I’m content as my Lord keeps testing me,
Because with every test, follows the ease,
And with every ease, I fall to my knees,
my head hits the floor as Allah opens that door,
to HIS mercy, I know he loves me,
That’s why my life has seen nothing but struggles,
I feel woke like Wizards amongst muggles,
If life becomes easy for me, I will think what have I done wrong?
Why has my life sung a different song?
Why has my Lord left His gaze from me?
And still I sit here, my mind shines in the darkness,
Because I trust in my Lord and my Lord will help me,
Because nothing I do is out of hastiness,
I’m free, I breathe, I feel the ease, as I increase, in my Lords decree…

I breathe!

I’m free, I breathe, I feel the ease, as I increase, in my Lords decree…
Because nothing I do is out of hastiness,
Because I trust in my Lord and my Lord will help me,
And still I sit here, my mind shines in the darkness,
Why has my Lord left His gaze from me?
Why has my life sung a different song?
If life becomes easy for me, I will think what have I done wrong?
I feel woke like Wizards amongst muggles,
That’s why my life has seen nothing but struggles,
to HIS mercy, I know he loves me,
my head hits the floor as Allah opens that door,
And with every ease, I fall to my knees,
Because with every test, follows the ease,
I’m content as my Lord keeps testing me,
When I draw, I escape this reality,
my heart at ease, but I feel like a child choosing to use which crayons,
I’m sitting here, my mind broken in to chaos,

I breathe!