A Short Ode to my Father

I sit here and contemplate on what I want to do,
And everything I want to say, I want to say to you,
It’s got me going crazy, I’m acting like a fool,
But Still I have to man up and do what I do,
So before I get caught up, here is the gist,
From what I’ve been through, I can see through the mist,
I’ve always had knowledge of your dying wish,
But for some reason, your desire my heart would resist,
You never gave me an order before you departed,
I think you knew what you already started,
I was the first to know that you were officially dying,
You were my world, now to heaven you’re guiding,
We found faith when we lost you,
And that’s where Allah will bless you,
I truly and humbly believe that you’re protected,
I love u father, so I pray until the day we meet when we are resurrected.